another rejection

Got the rejection I've been waiting for this evening- the big time Hollywood agent that decided that my romantic comedy wasn't nearly as romantic or comedic as I originally thought. All this rejection is why I need my surgery. I have no talent, no prospects, no nothing. You're looking at a person who is not particularly smart or funny or witty or good at much at all. In fact, the only thing I'm halfway decent at is looking good. So, if I'm going to look good, then why not go full throttle? If I have to face myself in every morning, I can take seeing a failure, but not a fat failure.